Ever find that song that is just so amaazing you can't stop listening to it?
Mhmm, that's whats up Thrice.
There's also something I can't stop thinking about.
Something I have been thinking about allllllll weekend.
And what's really sad is how I over think on this one subject, and it really won't do me any good to over think about it.
No progression on it. Just the same thing. Over and over. Why do I do this to myself?
I keep letting my mind wander, when I should be doing homework. But, I just can't for some reason. I hate over thinking things. It's honestly one of my faults. One of my MAIN faults. I'll over think, and over analyze everything. It's going to get me lost, I just know it.
I might be moving out. And I can't fucking wait. A chance to finally learn what it is to struggle, a chance to be on my own, and see how I handle myself. I think I'm growing up, and I'm a bit scared.
My plans for New York have not changed. I can not wait to get out there, and smell the competition I have. I know I will crush it. It's just getting to that point. I will miss FL so much it's not even funny. But I will not miss it enough to leave everything behind. Nothing is here for me.
People may not believe in me, or think I can not do it. Like the people in high school who fucked me over, and the people who left me behind. Or like the cunts who told me I won't amount to anything.
Fuck you, I got a photo published, I'm a fucking amazing photographer, and I have many more amazing photos to come. So fucking bring it you sleeze bags
