You know, different characteristics about me.
Like the way I think for one.
I wish I knew where I was going to be in the three weeks; or better yet two years from now.
I'd reallly reallly like to know.
Who the hell am I going to be with?
Will my friends still be the same?
I hope so.
At least a few of them.
I've honestly made some of the best friends of my life this year.
I've grown closer to certain people, from whom I have known for like six years, and I love it. I love the fact that we can call hang out comfortably now.
And, people I thought that had no interest in being a close friend, actually did. And that means more to me than ever.
I've made some of the worst decisions ever this year though.
But still, there are at least five people I have grown to really love over the year.
No homo, I mean love like a friendship. Friends I don't ever want to let go. People who actually give a shit, and people who will be there through thick and thin.
People don't do that anymore. This holiday season has really made me notice about how much people don't give a fuck. Fuck all of you, the people that ruin everything for everyone. Fuck off, and I hope you got coal for xmas.
Now, here's the scoop:
I'm fluctuating between emotions, screwing up orders at my new job, trying to re-connect with old friends, still broke, can't move out yet and i hate it, running less which bothers me quite a bit, two jobs sucks, I still CAN NOT STAND PEOPLE WHO FUCKING LIE TO MY FUCKING FACE, still hate xmas, got a 1tb hard drive, fuck.
Here's to 2010 being the best fucking year ever.
Here's to positive photo production, whole sum relationships, and more time to enjoy life.
It's going by wayyy wayy to fast, and I'm honestly not lying. I'm afraid.
