How bad is it gunna hurt when we find someone else.
How much heartache will we go through, and how much will we suffer.
How terrible is it gunna feel knowing we both have found someone better? Someone better than me, someone better than you. An improvement, a step up from us. Someone will take over that will be a better person than us.
I honestly don't even want to think about it. But its happening, right in front of me, Right in front of you.
How bad is the jealousy now? How bad will it get once this is all over?
Who are we fooling. Who the fuck are we kidding at this point. Feelings are so apparent, so obvious that it makes me sick.
Yet we can't stand each other half the time. We don't even want to conversate, or look at one another.
I'm going to have to spill me guts, and not only do I not want to, but its going to be a very messy clean up once I'm done.
