I feel as if somethings missing.
Well I mean, there is since my cat passed away last night.
But I mean, something more than that. Like, something has been ripped out of my chest. An empty hole.
The need to cry is still lingering, but in all honest I needed that. I needed to ball my eyes out, a good stress reliever.
I am now at the point in my life where I have to grow the fuck up and I'm scared shitless.
How does one overcome the fear of growing up? How do you block out that feeling of not knowing where the hell you are going to end up.
I have no idea on what to do with my life and no idea where to go next. Ill have a degree in less than a year. But now what. Where to apply, what places need photographers, what events need to be documented, what's next. What do I do with this power, this power of a degree?
Wish me luck.
