I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking about what happened, and what I could've done to prevent all of this bull shit.
I don't deserve this. I don't deserve one bit of this.
My heart hurts. I just feel so empty. I feel anxious all the time. I feel like I can't calm down. I feel like a huge hole is in my chest and all I can do is sit here and cry. I haven't stopped crying. Every morning, I can't fucking stand this.
How will we ever overcome this
