all i am thinking about lately is about someone who doesnt give a fuck about me and about someone who doesnt want me. yeah dude, it fucking sucks. break ups suck. everything sucks.

trying that whole oh lemme do me and you do you thing, and all i want to do is you, dear.

I wish you felt the same way. but you dont and i know it. and i know we wont work out ever again, but i wish you knew how much you really meant to me. i dont even miss our relationship, i miss your company. just being around you. just being around someone who gives a fuck. not like everyone else. you were different. you were the only thing that mattered. the only real relationship ive ever had.